I've decided that I am never gonna take philosophy again.

I am so over this bullshit.

fun fact i found out this evening:

My college's literary magazine is apparently the best in the country for collegiate magazines, and even beat out Harvard.

hmmmm, guess I need to jump on this train asap.
 

so bad that it's good.
WTF is wrong with me?!

p.s.- this author is a terrible writer.
 

Hope you had a very wonderful thanksgiving!

love,

your own personal non-edible turkey

I'm in love with my new phone. And all it's sweet options. And my main phone ring is hakuna matata, because I think it's a good philosophy to live by or try to live by. And well it's a disney song. Enough said.

But in other news, I've been really nostalgic lately...I dunno I think it's the weather. And the season.  That's what happens at this time of the year I guess.

Oh and I wanna punch myself because I think i've fallin into the twlight hype. But mostly I just feel like the movie was so so bad that it was good. LULZ-wise. I made someone on here summarize the rest of the books on here, cuz I still refuse to read them. But I still can't help but be curious. But I also don't want to waste my money on shitty books. 

But here are some things I have been wanting to use money on:
-Alice in Wonderland book (never read it.)
-The Nightmare before Christmas DVD (i have it on vhs in monterey...)
-Sweet brown boots
-Oxfords
-stuff from H&M

...is it payday yet?
 

I have this weekend off though, because my coworker wanted more hours and took my saturday shift since he has actual bills to pay and whatnot. SO, I will be in Monterey this weekend. Yes that's right, but mainly cuz I want my new cellphone my mom is holding hostage. haha.  But yea, just so you guys know!

In other news besides spending $80 in new bedsheets, I still need to hang my icicle lights in my room, but need nails and am too lazy. Someone do it for me so my room looks complete and prettyful. Peeez?

I've been really antsy to go play in some snow. I keep harassing my family about it. I think we're gonna head up to tahoe when it starts to snow a bit more there. I'm totally excited.

I'm also excited for Thanksgiving, & hope I get the time off. Otherwise I will be sad not to spend it in Monterey.

But on a happier note, tomorrow is payday & I think I might get those pretty dangly christmas lights for my room...the pretty white ones with all those extra strings.

Anyway, I have to wake up at the crack of dawn, so goodnight to you!
 

And yes I am complaining, insteading of doing all this shit. And I take responsibility for my actions, but am still complaining.

I hate:
research papers
my philosophy class
having to pull an all nighter
my ability to not get shit done ahead of time
 

and getting pretty fucking drunk.

and i have a test tomorrow?

WHAT THE FUCK EVER IT'S A NEW DAY BBZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

this is how i feel right now:
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

reasons why i feel this way:
- randomly got  two fatty financial aid checks yesterday in the mail that i didn't know i was getting, & considering prior to these findings I had $25 in my account and a quarter tank of gas, I am WAY excited.
- THE NEW HARRY POTTER TRAILER! AH! SPEECHLESS! AH! AMAZING! AH! Totally out of the blue! AH!
(a part of me is hoping they are just messing with everyone and the movie will come out before July, but alas I am most likely dillusional about such things.)

so in conclusion....I LOVE SURPRISES!
 

P.s. - my halloween costume bitchessssssssssssssssssssss : )

Chill birthday weekend, which is exactly what I wanted.
I had fun, lots of laughs, etc etc. Good friends, and good times...

That's all you really need.
I don't feel older.

But I feel like I'm on an optimistic spurt...if that makes any sense.

p.s.- I win at lasertag bitchesssssssssss!
: ]
 

my ninteenth year of living was probably the craziest.

<3